I would lean towards the one that you love.  I have found in my own life that when we do what we love we get a real passion for it and it becomes more of a pleasure rather then a job. Many times the Lord will answer us through His Word.  I would suggest that you really spend quality time in His Word and ask Him to reveal Himself to you through His Word.  He will.  Of course we will pray for you that the Lord will answer this prayer by letting you know where He wants you to be.  It is when we are in the Lords will for our lives that we blossom.  We pray that He give you a great hunger for His Word so that you can move into the place where you can blossom. In Jesus name we pray, Amen and Amen.  God bless you sister!!! :):):)