Are you a Christian? I mean really a Christian and not someone who just asked Jesus into their heart and then go on with life as usual. Do you spend time in the Bible and in prayer every day? The Holy Spirit was there tonight and you were uncomfortable. I would ask the Lord why. I think you said it all last night when you told me that you got attached to the wrong people since coming to college and it is like you are almost ashamed of being a Christian. You need to examine your heart and take this to Jesus.If you want to ask Jesus into your heart and start fresh, I will be happy to pray for you. Lord Jesus Christ, I believe that you took the pain of the cross to give me new life. I ask you to come into my heart and to give me your peace and joy. I confess that I am a sinner that I have gone my own way and have done wrong. Please forgive me for my sins. I receive you now as my Lord and Savior. Please fill me with your Holy Spirit. Help me to follow you and to serve you all my life. Thank you, in Jesus name I pray, Amen. If you prayed that prayer you are a new creature in Christ Jesus! You are Born Again!
Next, you really need to read the Bible if you are serious about your walk with the Lord Jesus. The Bible is your spiritual food. You need to read and meditate on the Word of God daily to be fed as a
Christian. When you don’t spend time daily in the Word of God your spirit withers and dies. Just like all “living things” your spirit needs food to thrive and grow. God communicates to us through prayer and His word. I would like you to set aside time every single day just for Jesus. I want it to be at least 15 minutes and I want you to read the Bible every day during this time and pray. If you need a little more direction go to cbn.com (and no I don’t work for them) they have a sight that I use every single day. I signed up for their read the Bible in a year. They will e-mail you 2 scriptures every single day. One from the Old Testament and one from the New Testament. There is also an app that you can have loaded on your phone for free. It is called Bible.is. I love listening to the Word when I am out and about. I promise that if you do this you will see a marked difference in your walk with Jesus Christ. Next find a really good Bible based church to attend for teaching and fellowship. If you need help finding one I will be happy to help you.